my ex is being a fucking twat. she keeps copying and pasting our texts, she’s added the person who raped me and now she’s telling people i’m psycho but i still can’t help that i’m madly in love with her. 

clearly i won. 

partly because i was drinking last night, partly because i’ve only had a few hours sleep and partly because my ex text me saying she likes someone else.. she shouldn’t of ever told me she was in love with me then because we’ve only been broken up for a month! looks like i fell in love with a slut :) 

So my ex is telling people that I never spent anything on her and that I made her pay for everything which is a total lie, for one I felt guilty every time she payed for me, I had planned SO much for her birthday and christmas, was going to pay for a day in London and a hotel there, directors lounge which is where you get free cocktails and a ticket to Birmingham because i knew she wanted to go there. It’s hard to believe I was going to do that but she should of listened to me and realize how much I love her. 

So tired! can’t wait till bed tonight lol, just had a nice sleep and going out with my sister for a few drinks :) 

My dashboard is saying ‘Due to scheduled maintenance, the dashboard will be offline for an hour beginning at 5:00am EST.’ does that mean i’ve reached the limit or something? lol.  

Again had a nice night out, keeps my mind off of her :) i miss her so, so much :( going town tomorrow with my sister for a few drinks and going out monday for a few drinks with my bestieee :) 

and now she’s worrying because i’m out a lot more recently, confusing. Off out for a few drinks :) 

does my blog suck that much? :’( lol